I am back to doing what I dislike to do. I read somewhere that hate is wounded love. Is it true? Perhaps the reason why I hate it is I didn’t do so well previously and having such bad experience at it. Doing something you hate is like taking fat loss pill as it makes you lost your appetite, no?
Maybe all I need is a chance to master it well and everything will fall into place. A colleague once asked me why did I hate it. Is it because it is tough? But it gives me a good learning curve and makes me more valuable in the market.
So far, all I feel is this love hate feeling for it.