I am back to doing what I dislike to do. I read somewhere that hate is wounded love. Is it true? Perhaps the reason why I hate it is I didn’t do so well previously and having such bad experience at it. Doing something you hate is like taking fat loss pill as it makes you lost your appetite, no?
Maybe all I need is a chance to master it well and everything will fall into place. A colleague once asked me why did I hate it. Is it because it is tough? But it gives me a good learning curve and makes me more valuable in the market.
So far, all I feel is this love hate feeling for it.
I was notified another change on the trip that I was so looking forward. Gosh, how many times did the plan has to change before we can implement it. It is rather frustrating to me as I was eagerly waiting for it and now it has been delayed to an unknown date as of now. And perhaps with changes that I would dislike a lot.
It makes me think about it many times last night, interrupting a good sleep. I need some sleep aids if this is the frequent of changes that I should expect here. No more changes, please! Let’s finalize for good.
With the Chinese festival and everything, I couldn’t help but consume a lot of sinful foods. They were a lot of seafood, fried foods, cookies and crackers which was definitely bad for my skin and cholesterol.
We eat all the time even when we were not hungry as food was the main flow in the festival. Two weeks of binging makes it like a habit to munch all the time. Perhaps it is good to take some natural appetite suppressant to revert back my eating habit. Or should I just be more discipline when it comes to meal?