What A Bliss..

I was told that I might need to drive in US when I go over there this Friday for three weeks. Honestly, I am really a little afraid of driving due to the little accident I had 7 years ago, when I broke my collarbone due to my clumsiness! So, I am a little phobia to driving even though it is so long ago and I have managed to get my driver license two years ago. I am starting to look at those auto insurance quotes for some decent coverage.

I heard that Subliminal CD can help people in facing phobias and overcoming a lot of different fears! I really hope it works for me as it gradually changes my thought!

When I went to grocery shopping yesterday, I have to search for OATS!!! It is something that I really dislike to eat as I do not like the taste and the texture. But too bad, my cholesterol is high (based on my current medical check up report) and the health consultant insist that I take 4 tablespoons daily! Darn.

So I went over to the oats section in Tesco and studied the range they have there. I finally took 2 boxes with honey dew and strawberry flavour, in the hope that it taste better!

So much for a high cholesterol! :S

When Kay first joined the gym, he was promised to be given a pair of kickboxing hand gear but it never come! He was quite disappointed as he really wanted it.

But during the trip to Bangkok, he was happy to find the boxing gloves at an affordable rate at Suan Lum night bazaar. For only mere USD10, he could get a pair of nice kickboxing gloves! There are also choices of t-shirts and pants for kickboxing.

But then, he just put it in his room & never got a chance to use it!

 Every morning, when I sat on the sofa in the family room, I felt that I am sunbathing right in the middle of my house. The part of the house has high window which allows the sunshine to directly reflecting to the family room. With the recent hot weather, it is making the room pretty warm throughout the morning and noon.

I have raised the concern to my father. Perhaps it is time to get the exterior shutters to avoid the direct sunlight. Well, I even need SPF in my very own house! >_<

I always shy away from gathering even though it was my very own classmates from the school years.  There were so many gatherings that I missed as some of my close friend         were not crazy about attending them. But yesterday I made a different by going to the reunion when all my close friends didn’t go. At least I got J there, ok, maybe I went because she was going.

It turned to be quite fun and light after all these years. Not that many people turn up but it was great catching up with them after a dozen of years? We catch up with many stuffs and strategising a game plan for those single one and discussing about Disney vacation packages and stuffs.

Glad that I went! =)

If you are not getting married at age 33, maybe you should not get married after all.

That is the advice given by my friend younger sister to her. She is a nurse and is helping with deliveries and has lots of stories of mommies and babies.

It seem that older woman, which means about 33 and above are not good candidates to be first time mommies as they are pretty high risk of having abnormal babies despite the many prenatal vitamins that you could take.

Thus the advice to the sister who is approaching 30s. Sigh.. the society is tough enough with the pressure from the elderly.. and the sisters!

An important lesson in life, but one that I always forget too.

Never get your expectation too high or it will be too painful when you do not meet them. Or disappointment is too big a probability.

But not everyone is easily contented and always hopes for the best in life and from the people around them. I must learn to be one of them.

Or maybe it is just me. I should be less demanding. Anyway, sigh.. it is always me. I know it. I have been impossible lately, the last few years. Not only do I need natural joint pain relief, I think I need counselling as well. Truthfully.

Sometimes I wondered if something is wrong with me. My head and feelings always get the better part of me, driving me to think all sort of negative and self destructing stuff that I hardly have control over it.

I always think negatively and think that everyone is up against me. I am not sure when this started and it makes me really sensitive and paranoid. Especially when I am idle and my mind is free to wander to those borderless negative territory, assuming the worst and attacking it on self.

Yeah, I know it sounds dark and twisted. Should I start to think about treatment for depression? Or am I just dying for attention?

I haven’t attended a wedding dinner or lunch for a long time! I mean a Chinese wedding. The last few wedding I attended is a malay wedding which is way too casual than a Chinese wedding!

But I got an invitation from a primary school friend this Sunday! And gosh, I am a little disoriented on what I should wear! Only Ray and I are going as Larry couldn’t be back to m’cca on that weekend. I have yet to check with LY if she is invited.

Geez..time to dig out my wardrobe and find something suitable for the wedding lunch, maybe in need of some diet pills as well! I expect to see many of my old school friends!

I haven’t updated about the aquarium tank in my house for long time. Yes, the only pets in our house, more accurately, Kay’s! The number of fishes had been greatly reduced up to today! But I think the death toll is rather stable now. Only few left, the strongest of all.

Yesterday as I peered into the small aquarium, I noticed that some of the leaves are growing fungus! Or so I thought that is! I have seen lack of enthusiasm from his owner, and mine too.

All the best to the aquarium!